Lights off

Hey,

Its kinda dark

No, I'm not afraid

Everything is unclear

Thoughts are full with doubt

You,

Please take my hand and give me the light

Then, we figure out how to escape

Flashlight, candles, or everything

Finally we turn on the light together

#in 2010

1. les piano lagi. (gw udah setahun cuti les piano padahal mau ujian naik level)
2. dapet IP diatas 3,3
3. go green! (yap! gw sudah berusaha setiap tahun :D)
4. bisnis baru ( hmm katanya nyokap gw mau ngasih gw modal buat bisnis tp gw masih bingung sama konsepnya.)
5. memperdalam hobi fotografi
6. rajin solat subuh kalo lagi liburan (ntah kenapa kalo liburan gw gabisa bangun pagi D:)
7. nonton Kings of Convenience!!!!!
8. nabung buat nonton film2 bagus
9. ga akan lagi beli goreng2an di kopma abis kuliah
10. menyukseskan semua resolusi gw dari no 1 sampai 9!

Gasp

Gw kesel banget sama diri gw sendiri kalo abis beli dvd di stasiun ui. Kenapa setiap gw beli dvd disana gw mempunyai excitement yang luar biasa daripada kalo ke ambas. Apa karena gw stress abis kuliah? gw gatau. Tapi gw kesel karena biasanya gw beli sekitar 5 dvd nah begitu sampe rumah cuman 2 yang bisa gw tonton. Kenapaaa? karena disana abang2nya ga ada tv buat nyoba dvdnya! Sebenernya sih gw gapapa wajar lah di stasiun gitu. Tapi, akhir-akhir ini gw baru sadar kalo koleksi dvd gw jadi dobel-dobel! Menuhin laci gw! Kamar gw jadi tambah berantakan! Trus gw jadi bingung ada dvd-dvd gw yang ilang juga karena gw lupa naro dimana. Dvd gw banyak yang dobel karena gw selalu beli judul yang sama karena dvd yang dibeli di stasiun ga bisa diputer huhuhu. Padahal temen-temen gw kalo beli dvd di stasiun kayaknya skut-skut aja. Apa gw yang kebanyakan dapet bad luck yah? -__- dan sekarang ini gw lagi pengen banget nonton dvd "my sister's keeper" dan gw udah punya dua dvdnya yang satu yg gagal yang satu lagi yang bisa di play TAPI.GW.LUPA.TARO.DIMANA! ARGH.GW.KESEL!!!!

Sekarang gw memutuskan untuk kembali ke aktivitas awal aja. (Baca novel)

BYE.SAYA.KESEL.BANGET!

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Hands Are Cold

Hello there...someone whose heart is afraid about hurting someone else's.

You know, I suppose not to write a kinda stupid confession like this. I hope you won't find this as well. Urmm, how are you? it's been a long time since we were not talking anymore. I know you're currently happy with your life and found someone new (maybe)...just guessing. Is it right? I've told you that I also have someone who were pursuing me but I guess we couldn't stay long. Have you ever realized sometimes I ignored him because of you? Do you know that I didn't want to hurt him but unfortunately it was happened because of you? Yes I'm a foolish. I shouldn't do nice things to you. Maybe all I can do is just crying and telling everyone that I'm jealous. No! I'm not! Errr... Yes I do, just a lil bit. Why I never be able to forget you? It's been years and I should have someone new ryt now. When I hadn't know you yet my life was far from some broken heart thingy. So, I got confused when my friend just crying in front of me 'cause she had a prob with a guy. But now its all gloomy and I just act like my friend. Being gloomy and having a such a hard time everyday. Effy! I really don't like this! Maybe you won't care about what I'm telling you right now. I don't care too. I was too happy about every lil things you did before and this feeling is somehow unhealthy 'cause I know you don't really want me anymore. Then, I decide to stay away and move on.

Sorry for the long and confusing paragraph. I hope you will understand.

Thanks for everything.

Oh, This Isn't Lovely

Today, I woke up and then my mom asked me to go to a therapist at a random place in Bekasi. I didn't know where it was actually. I just refused her at first but she insisted then, I jumped into the car directly without taking a shower haha. As we got there all I see was many old men and ladies who queued up to be healed by a therapist. I thought this was ridiculous I'd never been to a place like this before. Suddenly I asked my mom why she insists me to go w/ her, and she said "I just wanna know whether that the therapist could heal your zits problem or not!" *grrrr*. Okay I just sat and suddenly someone called my name and he captured a photo of my eyes. The therapist analyzed my eyes for a second and told that I have some gastric probs instead of the zits problem and its because I drink coffee too much!

Then...
He said "Your daughter should stop drinking coffee"

...........

Oh no! my mind couldn't stop thinking...

How could I stay awake when I have to make some effin tasks!
How could I feel relieve when I feel broken if I don't drink coffee!

You might think that I was overreacted but that's the truth.
'Cause at this time I feel very broken. I'm a heavy coffee drinker since I was on college. I could drink 2 cups of coffee every day when I faced the finals. Geeez I hate this.

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